REGRET

I can't express the durest
And the feelings of regret
I've caused in my world
and
in
the
world
of
others.....
Maybe a doctor can dissect
the inner making of my mind.
Find that little boy that didn't
have a care in the world.
Or
so
it
seemed......
A pure mind at risk slowly thrown
into an abyss. Why is ignorance so
bliss. Will my life be blown away
like a fine mist. Jagged edges of a
sharp bladed sword.
A
soulless
victim
without
a
spoken
word.......
A harsh lesson money can't buy.
A broken heart a soul can't hide.
A salty taste drowning in the tide.
Where
do
I
get
off
this
hell
forsaken
ride.......
Is this to be my final test, shall I
abandon it as I did like all the rest.
Never really understanding what's
best. Damn I really know how to make
a mess. I just can't mistake the obvious.
I'm
living
life
like
a
fucken
novice.....
Shall I wait and bide my time. Feeling
the shame, feeling like slime. My soul as
to fruit as bitter is to lime. Lord help me
wisk away this crud and the grime. And
please bless
these
words
from
this
somber
rhyme.........