RANDOM THOUGHTS

I'm at work on this late evening trying
to make that cream,

when
I should be at home serenading you
my queen

With your bedroom
eyes and your silky soft thighs

I'll be here for you baby,

with open arms, and little wine are you
feel'n me sexy lady
So now my daydreams just turned to
wet dreams

My soul is sinking

damnit I should
have called out and gone
drinking

Oh whats a brotha to do,
when all he can do is daydream
about you

Crave

What is the color of love?
Is it clear as glass?
Is it as gray as the sky before a storm?
Why isn't it clear cut ?
Why is it when I say I love you,
everything becomes so complicated?
Why doesn't it become more
clearer? What happened to the
passion, attraction and desire?
Why is the enthusiasm lost?
Why isn't love as easy as say, a few lines of a poem?

Crave
I crave for you
I wanna bath with you
Make love in waves with you
I walk around in a daze without you
The battle between my mind,

body and soul
raged for days without you
Baby i'd go to my grave for you
Spend time in an Iraqi cave for you
Baby do you hear me

I've turned
another page for you
I'm at a different stage with you
I wanna grow old and spent the rest of my days with you

Soul to Soul

featuring Chevy

CHEVY/ Ms. C. Rydah
I don't have to pack any bags

to board this train...

No 'All Aboards'

Bcuz Only Two Souls are the passengers &

the imagination shared between two brains...

I've never met you

but you've took me on quite an ride...

open the door to my passion,

baby of course,

u can cum inside...

I've been waitin for so long to take this voyage alongside u...

when I catch ur sight in my periphal,

it's a LOOOONG sideview...

But I'm a patient woman

Contently enjoyin' JUST Being In Ya Company...

But u Make My Heart Palpitate

SOOO Hard

It Feels Like It's Thumpin' Me...

Alan aka A-Train
Trains, planes and automobiles
once we corresponded
it sealed the deal.
my soul is urs,
'MY CHERIE AMOUR'
sweat drenched pours
dreaming bout you
walking though
my front door.
drowning in my wet dreams,
treading water beyond my means.
tearing at tattered seams,
waking to shattered dreams.
a reining king
without a queen.
can't you hear
my heart's silent
screams.
Patient woman
you make me beam.
awaiting ur company seems
so serene.
palpiating,
stimulating,
theres no debating
our souls
are relating.
Thumping hearts,
sexually moving body
parts. Making love
in all positions.
kisses like darts
landing with precision.
comfort in knowing your
feeling these same
heart felt premonitions.
cause i'm there
for u baby....... without

RANDOM THOUGHTS

Kissing at your soul with full lips.
Riding a wave of emotions like two
unanchored ships.
Leading your soul in the right direction.
Holding you close, against my hard
erection.
Mind blowing sex like we're
riding a roller coaster.
Back plastered against the wall like
a most wanted poster.

Deep penetration,
mind revelation
we both know
loves
ramifications.
Hearts pounding,
heavy breathing resounding,
and your wetness
mmmmmm
oh so astounding.
Stimulation
gratification
earth
shattering
ejaculations. Two bodies in unison,
climaxed minds in seclusion,
satisfaction of souls
is never a dilution.
Finding our love was the first solution,
keeping our love alive is the
final conclusion.

RANDOM THOUGHTS

I am lost in your space and you are as radiant as the Sun.

I am feeling the warmth from your celestial body

and the heat emitting from it.

I am orbiting you and my passion swells from the heat.

Trapped in the vastness of your universe,

I am that sphere orbiting your planet.

You the Venus to my Mars,

a plotted course halfway between the Big Dipper and the Milky Way.

I am that star cruising through time and space.

I enter your atmosphere a fiery Super Nova of passion,

succumbing to your planetary pull

and traveling head first into your planet's surface.

As our two worlds collide, a catastrophic explosion occurs.

Radiant rays and powerful kinetic forces heat up our atmospheres.

Brilliant are the colors that form our horizon,

as magnificent as the heavens itself.

Astral souls burning for what seems to be an eternity.

A passion one million times hotter than the Sun.

BLACK BUTTERFLY

I gazed up to the deep blue sky

and ended
up kissing a beautiful black butterfly.

I stuck
out my finger as gentle as I could.

To feel the
touch of destiny, like everyone should.

But this
black butterfly flew far beyond my reach.

Her
wings fluttering softly to some soulful little beat.
Suddenly I had this vision,

was it on some sort of mission,
to put my soul on a collision

and change all my bad
decisions.

To give me light to fight the beast in the
night.

To conqueror inner fears that I very rarely share.
Or maybe I'm just tripping,

seeing some imaginary
sign and just flipping.

Never been very good in
reading signs.

Maybe that's why I always end up
in a such bind.

Miracles happen every day.

Would
this be the day it sways my way.

Is kissing a black
butterfly some sort of omen.

Or maybe I should give
my life to Christ like my mother always told me.

This
is such a thing to ponder,

I stood there in a daze I and
wondered.

I want my soul at peace when it's time for
me to go

and not end up in flames way down deep below.

KABOOM

She got this notion that I may have slipped her a potion,
I rubbed her down with hot body lotion,

I didn't hesitate
to put my thing in motion

I did everything with precision and
in slow motion

Her body couldn't take the intense commotion
The bed was rocking like the L-Train in locomotion
I kissed her thighs until she churned her hips into convolutions
Strong soulful passion with all my devotion

Taking it to a higher
level, please excuse my self promotion

Fingernails in my back with
denotations and explosions

Hearts pumping faster, dramatic and full of
emotions

Then suddenly a denotation, a huge love explosion

RANDOM THOUGHTS

You can take this with a grain of salt
Money is the only thing I trust

It's not my
fault I was born black and into proverty
In a city cold and void of mercy

I stare into
the mirror and I don't like what I see

So
black and so distant oh lord is that me
Will I ever see my mother again,

in heaven
she's flying free

Sometimes I dream of her
all dressed in white,

with beautiful white wings
so free

The only women that always loved me
unconditionally

Maybe in God I should trust,
instead of the money I always lust

And maybe
there will be room in heaven for me, flying free
my mother and me

REGRET

I can't express the durest
And the feelings of regret
I've caused in my world
and
in
the
world
of
others.....
Maybe a doctor can dissect
the inner making of my mind.
Find that little boy that didn't
have a care in the world.
Or
so
it
seemed......
A pure mind at risk slowly thrown
into an abyss. Why is ignorance so
bliss. Will my life be blown away
like a fine mist. Jagged edges of a
sharp bladed sword.
A
soulless
victim
without
a
spoken
word.......
A harsh lesson money can't buy.
A broken heart a soul can't hide.
A salty taste drowning in the tide.
Where
do
I
get
off
this
hell
forsaken
ride.......
Is this to be my final test, shall I
abandon it as I did like all the rest.
Never really understanding what's
best. Damn I really know how to make
a mess. I just can't mistake the obvious.
I'm
living
life
like
a
fucken
novice.....
Shall I wait and bide my time. Feeling
the shame, feeling like slime. My soul as
to fruit as bitter is to lime. Lord help me
wisk away this crud and the grime. And
please bless
these
words
from
this
somber
rhyme.........

Hey There
Hey there sexy lady what’s up

Do you
have a minute, cause this is short, so
just listen up.

Here's my name and
number would you mind looking me
up

You're a one of a kind chocolate
cutie and that's what’s up

What I really
mean you're such a beauty now please
let's hook up

Cause seeing you the first
time my mind would not shut up

My
thoughts of you made me feel so setup
I lay in my bed at night and I can't get up
When I dream,

all I dream is of you

I am
so feed up

What I mean you make my
manhood stand straight up

Come
whisper in my ear

and I'm sure that will
wake me up

The sound of your voice
in my ear makes my soul rise up

So here's
my name and number

will you please hit me up

Smooth Chocolate Is My Soul
Allow me to relieve you of some stress
My strong chocolate hands are the best
Like hot smooth Hershey Kisses melting on your finger tips
May I melt between your hips
May my chocolate stain your lips
Place my Mr. Good bar deep inside your Milky Way
leaving your Almonds all a Joy
My voice, a deep smooth chocolate sound melting in your ear
I'm that emotional twist with a sexual gift
Leaving chocolate finger prints all over your soul

Between Lovers featuring Ms Tinesha Wirt

*****Four Leaf Clover*****

So many ways, so little time, how is it that you’re always on my mind? Thoughts of you are adamantly continuous, at work, at home, especially at play. So many hours throughout my day, a smile on my face I seem to display, waiting, anticipating, agonizing, damn I can’t wait to get home to you, to express my emotion through mindless thoughts of forbidden treasure. Cause when my ocean meets your ship waves of destruction begin to form and arise like thunder and lighting in the above skies. I walk in the door, my eyes meet yours, bodies suddenly intertwine like aged brie and a glass of red wine, soft caresses and X-rated messes. You look at me , I look at you we see our minds in-between the “Brown skins "touchin and huggin and kissin , but never misssin, not skipping a beat with the beautiful rhythms that our bodies allow to seep. Those 3 special words, never need to be said, cause with the expressions that we share, no games shall ever impair.

Soul4Saken
Catastrophic collisions take control of my body, mind, and soul; whenever I hear your name, speak your name or dream your name. I miss your ever loving presence, miss your gentle touch and your radiant spirit. Whenever I hear my name spoken from your sweet lips, a sensation over shadows me like a lunar eclipse. And,
I NEED YOU
I BREATH YOU
I HAVE TO HAVE YOU
Is there a place for you in my dreams, wet or otherwise, or is my mind in demise, unsure and left to surmise, what your love has done to me is such a surprise. So hear me out to the tune of this reprise,
I NEED YOU
I BREATH YOU
I HAVE TO HAVE YOU
Emotions are not something i'm used to sharing, but since i've met you there's no one i see worth comparing. I don't quite understand this feeling i'm feeling or why it's so darn blaring. Whenever I speak of love for you, sometimes I can't believe what I am actually hearing. So please understand me when I say this gets a little ensnaring. So I don't want this to sound too overbearing. But,
I NEED YOU
I BREATH YOU
I HAVE TO HAVE YOU
When our bodies met for that very first time, the touch of your skin forced my temperature to climb. Rhythmically we moved in motion like a clock that chimes. And when it's was all finalized, we layed mesmerized, like quiet is to a mime. Yet and still,
I NEED YOU
I BREATH YOU
I HAVE TO HAVE YOU

I AM

I am more than just man
I am earth's history,

it's body and it's soul

I am the cotton fields

and the plantations of the deep South

I am the water hoses

and the biting K-9s of the far North

I am blistered hands and tired feet

I am filled with the songs of freedom

and the souls of every black man before me

Heavy are the chains of injustice

a country built on the backs of a people

My tears are mixed with blood

salted and bitter are the taste of shattered souls

But I hold my head up high

because i realize my strength doesn't just come from

my back, or my arms or even my loins

It comes from my mind,

my heart,

my inner being,
my God

For I am more than just man....

Random Thoughts

You can call me a stalker but
you are the one that keeps showing up in my dreams
Where do I go from here
Everywhere I go your beautiful face appears
When I see your face I often wonder if that smile is for me
Cause whenever I say your name
my soul just won't let me be
I've searched my soul for answers
Allowing my mind to run free
But I still remain that stalker
and you kept showing up in my dreams

Random Thoughts

deep down where
that fire burns i
yearn
for the peace
that i've felt i sorely
earned
firm in the belief
free from doubt and
concern
happy to learn
that all my hard work
in life will allow me not to
burn
its a hard pill to
swallow
a soul so damned
it's feels completely
hollow
putting on a face
that's noticeably
shallow
trying to lead spiritually
and not just not
follow
not trusting a soul
wishing for one to
borrow
soaking in tears
drowning in my own
sorrow
so I raise my head up high
dismiss all the
horror
God gives me the strength
which strengthens my
morals
power to live again and not
feel the
sorrow
my heart is full and rejoices
with sounds of soulful
carols
the Lord does have mercy
he delivered me from
peril
he gave me the faith so that
my soul would not
spiral

Random Thoughts

My heart multiplies in beats like numbers in a ledger
Not a soul can come between us
not
now
not
ever...
Our hearts beat as one and can never be severed
How can love have so many rules, but can't be measured
Why when we come together, our souls explode with such pleasure
Far beyond ones mind
could
ever
endeaver...
Thats what happens when two phenomenal souls come together
Rather then treat every problem that comes their way with a 'whatever'
They take on the world and never say never
And all the troubles of the world
becomes
light
as
a
feather....

Random Thoughts

RANDON THOUGHTS

I envisioned multi decisions,
which caused a major collision
with everything including my
life,
love,
and
religion...
Spiritually I think,
the world really stinks.
Tired of going around and around
like
i'm
at
a
roller
rink...
Sometimes i think i'm really jinxed.
I've even noticed a lot of brothas
wearing
the
color
pink...
I carry a glock
near the small of my back.
It's not my fault tho,
my
city
could
be
pretty
wack...
It's not that i fear
that i would be attacked,
not as much as i fear
it
would
be
black
on
black...
Mess with me, somebodies gonna take
a dirt nap. All i wanna really do
is stay on track. And not spend eternity
turning
on
the
devil
rack...