Heaven

Sometimes I close my eyes real tight
And hold my breath with all my might
And envision heaven within my mind's sight

First I click on the sky like an internet site
Then i'm amounst the stars with all their bright lights
As I lay upon white clouds and gaze into the night

I look upon the Earth with all its darkness and it's blight
I don't take great pleasure or delight
To watch good vs evil in a constant fight

Because I see heaven as my God given rite
So I often take this tour this celestrial flight
For it keeps my soul ready and my spirit right

Random Thought

More love then you can ever insist
Heart pounding like one hundred
black fists

Skin as dark as an starless abyss
A fiery soul you can't resist

A fire that burns beyond compare
A presents from within

so you had better beware
Don't worry about your body,

stripped to the bare

Mad love for a lifetime,

you're in good care

Random Thoughts

I went to sleep last night with you on my mind.

And I dreamt of your sweet kisses that was so sublime.

In a deep sleep my mind in a recline.

I woke to feel the love and the feeling you were mine.

I wondered how it would feel with your hips on top of mine.

The softness of your sweet lips puts my heart in a bind.

My soul calling out to you is a really good sign.

Which leaves me so inclined to write this little rhyme.

I went to sleep last night with you on my mind..

Random Thoughts

Bling in hand, women in white sands,
money on demand, service at just a wave of a hand.

Never really caring about anyone or anything.
I went through life as though I was King…

Until one day an angel set things straight,
it allowed for one second my soul to escape.

To think about my life before it was too late,
or before I end up in a river as fish bait.

It really wasn’t time to debate,

I already know right from wrong
so there was no need to contemplate…

Out lasted all my hommies as the violence escalates.
When an angel cross your path it will cause you to regulate.

I was scared as hell, I can’t even perpetrate.
For the first time in my life my heart ceased to palpitate.

For once I thought about what was at stake.
Was burning in hell to be my fate..

See when I stand at Heaven's gate, there will be no hesitate.
Cause I gave my life to Christ without even a debate.

Random Thoughts

How can you be so damn heartless

Seeing me in the street and won't part lips

Even in baseball there's three strikes

At least in boxing there's a ten count

I've never thought you'd take the easy route

You listen to dumb rumors and i'm out

You've never really left margin for error

Or try to find answers to make things clearer

Why was your homegirl the one to be the bearer

Which left me alone staring in the mirror

I know sometimes hope falls apart

An unspoken words leave lessons untaught

Never been in audience to such an onslaught

I saw in you a prize that all men sought

But being real was never a part of your thoughts

Random Thoughts

I measure my life in leaps and bounds

Sometimes I look in the mirror and all I see is a frown

I'm tryna treat everyday life like it's fourth down

Or throwing the last inning pitch on a pitcher's mound

Life can be really short when you are going round and round

That's why I don't take my advise from silly ass clowns

And just keep my feet on solid ground

Stop tryna be everyones friend cause I wanna be down

And hang'n out with my crew acting like a hound

I say all of this not with a frown

I just wanna live my life and still be sound

RANDOM THOUGHTS

I'm at work on this late evening trying
to make that cream,

when
I should be at home serenading you
my queen

With your bedroom
eyes and your silky soft thighs

I'll be here for you baby,

with open arms, and little wine are you
feel'n me sexy lady
So now my daydreams just turned to
wet dreams

My soul is sinking

damnit I should
have called out and gone
drinking

Oh whats a brotha to do,
when all he can do is daydream
about you